Get over it and live your life. It's not the end, but the beginning. I know it's hard to get past the emotions of it all, but you must not live in the past. Start by setting some goals. What are the things that you wanted to do when you were a child? What kind of dreams do you want to fulfill. Forget the past. Learn from it and use it to live your life. What kind of changes do you want to make about yourself. What are some of the good things in your life that has brought you happiness and fulfillment. Do you want to write a book, or learn how to dance, or go skydiving, the possibilities are endless. I for one am letting go of my past. I cannot and will not live that way. I submit to anyone that reads this, for your sake and the ones that love you and you love, LET THE PAST GO and start over.